Need versus guilt and a holiday slave….

March 31, 2009 by Mz. Lucinda.

Hello to you all,

Its a quiet in sub/slave land still… well give or take the odd time waster ~laughs~

Despite the demise of felicity ~rolls eyes~ there are some shining lights in My world…. yes really there are.

For starters there is dave…. oh how he made Me laugh last night … when faced with a set task of putting on either slut red or baby pink lipstick, pouting and taking a picture of himself to send to me he begged to be fined instead ~laughs~

I was still chuckling hours after and wished I could have been a fly on the wall to see his face as he read the task ~giggles~

Then I have austin, who can be a bit stroppy at times but he is learning that to not obey displeases Me and he suffers….. sometimes he fails to realise that he cant just tell Me that he has decided to alter his given orders ..but in general he does please Me.

Isnt Amazon strange… there I was perusing the George Foreman grills when one captured My eye ..so I ordered it then after 3 days up pops an e mail to say the sellers had cancelled the order for no apparent reason !!!!!! Amazon were just as puzzled as Me and will be lookign into it to see if the sellers had breached their contract with them…..but Im still without My George Forman grill, mind you AFTER I had ordered it a few of My friends said they were not worth buying !!!

Im also considering a sat nav … I know nothing at all about sat navs ~laughs~ but I know a hell of a lot about getting lost in strange towns !!!!

Kettering man seems to be behaving himself…for now ..I wonder how long it will last ~smiles~

I know some of you like online sessions but its no good just contacting Me and expecting Me to be instantly free for you ….I do My best to fit you needy boys in but I do want some advance notice or you will be dissappointed.~smiles~

In the ansence of a genuine domestic maid I had to do give My place a thorough cleaning including washing windows ..its all spotlessly clean now but I have noticed that the bathroom could do with painting and one of the walls in the kitchen needs another coat of paint….so any of you slaves who are dedictaed and willing to assist, e mail Me …..

***please note this does NOT mean you can do a rubbish job in the vain hope of getting a play session..that silly ploy will not work, I want the job done properly***

I do at times mull over in My mind how married subs and slaves cope with any guilt feelings about having sessions ….. is the way round it  to only have one session per Domme…so it doesnt make it feel like you are being unfaithful or if it just a need that you can keep supressed for so long then just HAVE to feed the need ??

Personaly I like to build up a connection with any slaves and subs I session with, this means finding out a bit about them, what makes them tick, their real likes and dislikes not just BDSM..yes that applies to the married ones also.It gives Me a deeper understanding of their needs and desires. See its not cold and heartless at all as far as Im concerned and that is why YOUR honesty is important and your devotion ~laughs#

I have never given up the ideal that one day something could develop with a slave/sub and he would become My personal slave…devoted to only Me…. yes even on a live in basis but that is not really the foremost part of it…..whoever he could be, would have to be independent, solvent, fully supportive in what I do and certainly NOT some clinging vine who was attentions seeking morning noon and night ..hell that would be horrendous.

I called the above My ideal… because far to many out there just think ooohhh instant free sessions with sex …WRONG…..those of you who think that can move along RIGHT NOW.

Any sexual side of the relationship would take time to develop and that means for as long as it takes till I decide to move things along to that level.,,I want My slave to be a companion first THEN to be there for My sexual pleasure when I require him.

Recently a specific sub who I sessioned with kept insisting he was very tactile and making suggestions about taking things further… THAT is the biggest turn OFF for Me… I dont want some alleged sub/slave trying to maul and paw Me….in fact it could even result in Me ending a session right there and then……so be warned.

Im looking avidly at summer holidays … any subs/slaves wishing to accompany Me ( yes you pay for your own holiday and Me perhaps ~smiles~) should contact Me and again be fully aware that there will be NO SEX, you will be My holiday slave companion.

I am thinking August/Septenber…in a private villa on a Greek Island ..this would have a pool and possibly allow for some play sessions…I would want to meet you several times beforehand and get to know you… The actual holiday would be booked together and if you back out thats your own fault.

Well thats food for thought for you all.

Be good and contact Me soon for those sessions…real time, online or phone.

Mz Lucinda x x

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